Elusive happiness

Good grief I received a giant sized wallop in the face today. I had slipped into that fantasy world where people believe they need others to make them happy. The truth is it is always others that make me unhappy. When will I learn to keep to myself. Just shutup and keep to myself. I have no rights. I have no opinions. I am nothing. I am nothing. I am nothing. I am nothing. I am nothing. I am nothing. Cut the throat and get it over with. This is Moongirl signing off.